Well how life is like a rotation of a wheel….not too long ago (few days,a week or so) i felt like you now….. and i wrote a ….plea for help.and it did come.Allah the Most Gracious and Most Merciful- gave us the month of ramadhan and fate has it i also met someone-not an angel, definitely not superhuman but just a human,fellow brother of muslim, a friend…yes ‘just a friend’ …..kawan yg boleh jadi lawan, yg boleh makan kawan-susah senang tak bersama some may say. but thanks to this friend of mine- i think i had some kind of semi-epiphany- which by definition of a dictionary means a "sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or
essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple,
homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience"
exactly.whatever gibberish there that’s what i felt after my fateful meeting with my old friend-his wisdom and maturity was a humbling experience. it made me realized that i should be more thankful-thankful that whatever  ‘personal issues’ i  had and have; i am still way lucky compared to some unfortunate souls out there in this world……i think i am lost……but as a matter of fact i have everything…….and foremost i still have a choice to either be lost or….be on that unhindered path right in front of me…..that’s a ‘luxury’/nikmat i think i should not be wasting.

and the song ‘hingga akhir nanti’….. beautiful in every sense and a tribute to alleycats and to the late Loga.
and to us listeners, it can be of many meanings/significance-our endearing affection to our loved ones, be it our family,friends…. and in this blessed month of Ramadhan - i think its the perfect time for us to demonstrate that don’t you think?

Alleycats-Hingga Akhir Nanti

Hingga akhir nanti

kau tetap jadi pujaan walau seribu tahun

walau seribu zaman kutetap menanti

Hingga akhir nanti kau saja idaman hati

segala rasa cinta segala rasa sayang

hanyalah untukmu

hingga akhir nanti

Bulan takkan terang tanpa seri wajahmu

hati takkan tenang tanpa kehadiranmu

rindu dalam sepi rindu dalam mimpi

kutetap menanti

hingga akhir nanti

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